ok so i am calming down about alot of things i blew up about yesterday.

Yes, gas prices still suck, but my parents gave me money to get by.
Yes, i am living on my own supporting my son, but i can get help.
Yes, i don't know what i want to do with my life, but at least i am not under 15 feet of water!!

i just feel like crawling in a hole..damn when are these pills suppose to work..

Anyway, there is a party at my friends house this friday, but i really want to party with just my friends. but i have not talked to any of them yet to see what is going on this weekend. I guess i feel cause it is a long holiday that we should all hang out..

But maybe it is just me..maybe i should just stay home...meh